Sunday, February 15, 2009

cell phone memos pt. 1

pushed  away on the outside always
the outside of my own doing the way out gone
he said leap and I interpreted it as go away but maybe it was
just wait like, take your time like, find out what this is first.
Maybe I'm so far away from real life from this idea
that I wanted from the people that love me that any excuse
for pain for that shot of reality for anything really
I will go flying now and I look around with the wind in my ears 
sweet body suspended in disbelief or time wondering
how long 'til I hit the ground?
shuddering.

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